DONE!!!!!

We had a good time celebrating his last day of chemo pills.  He requested chicken nuggets for dinner.  done.

Grandma and Grandpa came over too!

Then some milkshakes for dessert.

The last link on the chain:

And just like that, we're done.  Done.  No more chemo.  Like, none.  Ahhhhhhh

two things

First of all, Carter just took his LAST dose of steroids (aka, "yucky medicine")!!!!!

Also, I'm planning a party in a few weeks!  I sent out a FaceBook event invitation.  If you didn't get one, don't be offended, I probably just missed your name - message me and I'll send you one :)

We love you all!!!!  Thank you so much for the love, support, encouragement, etc over these past three+ years.  We can't imagine how much harder it would've been without our support system.  You guys rock!

Last in-hospital chemo done!

Yesterday will go down in history!  Carter had his last dose of Vincristine through his port and Intrathecal Methotrexate in his spinal fluid.  And his port is a thing of the past!

Getting ready for his last port access

 Success!

You are seeing his last dose of chemo through his port!

The nurses sang to him and gave him all sorts of fun stuff.

He got to ring the bell!!!!  (sorry it's sideways...)

A few minutes before surgery.

Waking up from surgery.

The surgeon said everything went well, although the port was pretty stuck in there with lots of scar tissue.  He had to make a second incision to get it all out.

Then they had to do an xray to make sure it was all out.  He was not feeling so great after the surgery.  Pain, nausea, etc.  His oxygen level kept dropping so we had to stay a little longer til it stabilized.

Getting oxygen

Finally feeling ok.  He took a nap in the hospital, another in the car on the way home, and went to bed early.  He's feeling great today!  17 more days and he's all done with chemo!  It was a long and emotional day and we're glad it's over.  Here's to a wonderfully bright future for our amazing boy!

Only ONE more chemo visit left!!!!!!!

Things are getting pretty exciting around here!  Yesterday was Carter's 2nd to last chemo visit.  We even scheduled his surgery to have his port removed next month.  It all seems so surreal.  I remember a long time ago, Carter was in the playroom at our old hospital with his daddy.  An older boy (I think he was 7...) was there and was showing everyone his port that he'd had removed just that morning.  He had just finished treatment.  Dennison told me about it later and we talked about how happy we were for that boy and at the same time so overwhelmed with the path ahead of Carter and us.  It honestly seemed like an eternity away that he would be the one showing off his port and finally finishing treatment.  I think we even asked each other, "Will that ever be us?  Will that experience actually happen to our family?"  And honestly, we didn't know.  How could we?  Our son was in a fight for his life (still is...).  We hoped and prayed that we would have that day in our future to celebrate.  And here we are, 45 days away from it.  45 DAYS!  We still hesitate to get excited about milestones knowing anything could happen still.  BUT, even if something did happen, would we regret celebrating this?  Of course not.  So bring on the party!

His appointment yesterday went great.  His port wouldn't draw any blood when it was first accessed so they had to put a drug in it called TPA.  It breaks up any clots or blockages that may have formed.  He's had to do this once before a long time ago.  We all kept joking that we don't really care if his port stops working all together cause we'll just take it out next month.  Oh wait!  We're doing that anyway!  Hahaha, we're hilarious.  Anyway, it did work after that so they could do a CBC and give his second to last dose of vincristine.  Then we were sent on our merry way.  I did have a great conversation with his doctor though.  I was asking how often he would come in for check-ups over the coming years (every month for the first year, every 2-3 months for the next, and gradually get longer between visits until it's once a year) and how long he would have to keep coming.  He told me they'd keep checking him out all through high school (that's a long time!) but not necessarily to check for relapse, more to watch for late effects of the chemo.  I'm not sure if that make me feel better of worse!  I started researching late effects one time and it was way too depressing so I stopped and just ignored that part of all this.  I know that some late effects include heart problems, fertility issues, growth problems, learning problems, etc, etc, blah, blah, blah.  I stopped reading after those ones...  BUT the good news is, Carter's doctor said that Carter is at a very low risk of having any of those.  All through treatment he has tolerated the medicines very well and had minimal side effects (they didn't seem minimal to us at the time...), and has already recovered very well even in maintenance.  What a relief!  Of course that's no guarantee but I'll take it!  He also told me that most relapses happen within three years of diagnosis.  We've already passed that milestone, so that's great.  After 5 years from diagnosis is when they can count him in the statistics as a survivor since the chance of relapse at that point is very very minimal.  Also another big relief!  Again, anything can happen, but I'll take that one too!  And in other good news, once his port is out they don't worry so much about infections.  That means that if he gets a fever, guess what I have to do.... absolutely NOTHING!  No ER, no antibiotics, no blood cultures, nothing.  Just give him some tylenol and put him back to bed.  Ahh, it will be nice.

Carter has had one other appointment that I haven't mentioned.  Last month, just another chemo visit.  He's also been to the ER twice for fevers.  Other than that, everything is going great.  He's liking 1st grade and is learning and growing everyday.  We want to have some sort of party next month when he's finally done.  Any ideas?

another new hospital

First off, it's great to be back at a USA hospital!  Carter had his first appointment at our newest hospital yesterday.  Everything went great!  Our new doctor even knows our old doctor in Portland!  Everyone was so nice and helpful.  A social worker (who I've emailed with several times getting things set up before our arrival) took me all over the hospital showing me where everything is.  It was a very good experience.

Heading in for his appointment

We met lots of new people.  Doctors, nurses, nurse practitioners, social workers, insurance facilitators, etc.  Everyone was so nice and welcoming.  Carter did and great job, of course.  

Thumbs up

This was his second to last lumbar puncture!  He was excited about getting the "sleepy medicine" again.  It all went very smooth.  I even got a printout of his blood counts!  I haven't had one of those for almost a year.  Ah, it's good to be back.

It has officially been over three years since Carter was diagnosed with leukemia.  Wow.  He only has just over three months left of chemotherapy!  It's been a long and crazy three years with a lot of ups and downs.  We have all learned a lot.  I am so overwhelmed with gratitude as I look back over these years.  It's been very hard but we've had the most amazing experiences along the way.  And to see how much Carter has grown through it all is just awesome.  The social worker at the hospital made a comment on how engaging he is.  He is very good at meeting new people and having conversations with adults.  He is incredibly optimistic.  He has a way of finding the good in every situation he is in.  It seems that the harder it is, the more easily he finds something to be happy about.  He is an amazing kid.  As a parent, it's been heart-wrenching to watch my oldest son go through something so difficult.  But he has inspired me and taught me so much about life and what's really important.  I am so lucky.

Our last scheduled visit in France

 The view from our hospital room

A few weeks ago we had our last scheduled appointment at the hospital here.  It feels so good to *hopefully* be done!  Everything went well although my suspicions of the doctors not really understanding what I say was confirmed.  I had asked them about three weeks prior to our appt to send Carter's medical records and info to our new hospital in the States.  They still hadn't by the time our appt came so I asked her again to do it.  I had to have Dennison call her a week later when it still hadn't been done because our new hospital wouldn't let us set up an appt with them until they get that info.  He told her all this and she said, "Oh, I'm sorry I didn't know!"  I had told her all this the week before, I guess she just nodded and said OK even though she didn't understand me.  Haha, oh well, I'm pretty used to not being understood here.  It's mostly taken care of, so whatever.

our hospital for the last year

Next stop, an American hospital!  Woohoo!  I do have a slight fear that I'll be so excited that the doctors and nurses will actually understand me that I won't shut up and they'll have to ask me to keep it down because I'm disturbing the other patients.  I'll let ya know how it goes :)

I'm back in the saddle. And by saddle I mean hospital.

A few days ago was Carter's monthly check-up and chemo visit.  I hadn't been to the hospital in 5 MONTHS!  Last time I could say that was nearly 3 years ago.  But now that my awesome husband is back to full-time school, my break is over.  I was nervous to go back there but Carter showed me where to go and what to do :)  I can safely say that I did not miss that place one single bit.  BUT I did miss being there with Carter while he goes through all that.  He's just an amazing kid.  He's had to grow up quickly and he has embraced his maturity.  I've missed our day of one-on-one time that we get each month.  It was great to spend the day with him and feel my heart swell with pride when the nurses comment on how great he is.  "Tres bien!" they say.  Ah, I just love him.
And we reached a sort of milestone this time around!  This *should* be (if all goes according to plan...) his last lumbar puncture with chemo in his spinal fluid at this hospital!  He still has two more chemo appointments here but just through his IV.  And he'll still have 2 more lumbar punctures before he's done with treatment in April but we like to celebrate any milestone that we can come up with.  He really likes the way they do it here though because he likes the laughing gas they give him.  He literally did a double fist pump and yelled "Yay!" when they wheeled in the canister for it.  Haha, silly boy.

 
We've been doing homeschool..  He would rather be at "real school" but he's doing well with me as his teacher.

He's lost 5 teeth now!  He looks so much older with his new big teeth.  There will always be a part of me that misses my kids being little as they grow bigger and bigger but mostly I am just so thrilled that they are doing just that.  Facing the reality of possibly losing a child has changed me in a lot of ways.  Life is so precious, truly a gift from God.

Here's an old video of Carter riding his IV pole like a scooter in the hospital.  It gets a little boring in there.